I don't mind being single, why? I feel as though I can completely explore myself as a single human alone. I don't have to worry about anyone else's problems, sickness, health, rich, poor. I can go a week without washing my clothes. I can go a week without washing my hair. I can eat and spill on myself while watching late night tv shows and not clean it up til commerical. I can buy men's clothing and not have to explain why I think I might be crazy on tuesdays and not saturdays. I won't have to check in with anyone but myself and see how I'm doing over someone else. And I can be upset after dealing with work. I can scream.. and I can get dressed up and pretty when I feel like it. On my days off I don't need to entertain anyone but myself.. and I can let my toe nail paint chip off til it's gone and I find my next batch of red ruby gloss. I can shop all I want and enjoy the silence of hangers. I can go and do as I please.. but I can't always please myself.. and I can't always tuck myself in.. no matter how much I know how I like my blanket combo. And I can't always just think the same thoughts.. I need inspiration.. maybe I need someone to whipe the chocolate off the side of my lips.. or to make me laugh so hard I pee. Maybe I do need somone.. but I think that will be my secret.