I don't claim any of these pictures.. there the scrapbooks and feelings of the time they passed in and out of my life.. feel free to share them.

I'd like to tell today's youth that no matter where life takes you, big cities, small towns, you'll inevitably come across small minded People who think they're better than you. People who think that material things, or being pretty or popular, automatically make you a worthwhile human being. I'd like to tell today's youth that none of these things matter. Unless you have a strength of character, intergtity, ... and if you're lucky enough to have any of these things, don't ever sell out. Don't ever sell out. So when you meet a person for the first time, don't judge them by their station in life, 'cause who knows, that person just might end up being your best friend.


this blog is to remind myself of change.. in the good ways and bad.. and to keep going and to do nothing but look back in fond memory and smile...

Thursday, February 25, 2010

I CANT STOP HAVING PANIC ATTACKS.
one minute im okay and then
something happens deep deep in my mind
where i just hit rock bottom..
i could be the in the happiness
place on earth
and just POW!..
I've been dealing with
anxiety/panic attacks since I was 9 years old.
Which is due to tramic expierence
at a young age.. yadda yadda.
It was worse when I was in a relationship..
Whenever I dont trust my
surroundings or someone ..it tends to happen.
Its like my head was waking my heart up.
I have some ways to cure it though.
Green Apples.
Bubble Baths.
Old Bing Crobsy Movies.
Golden Girls.
Maybe were all crazy..
Maybe I'm just worse at hiding it
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