I don't claim any of these pictures.. there the scrapbooks and feelings of the time they passed in and out of my life.. feel free to share them.

I'd like to tell today's youth that no matter where life takes you, big cities, small towns, you'll inevitably come across small minded People who think they're better than you. People who think that material things, or being pretty or popular, automatically make you a worthwhile human being. I'd like to tell today's youth that none of these things matter. Unless you have a strength of character, intergtity, ... and if you're lucky enough to have any of these things, don't ever sell out. Don't ever sell out. So when you meet a person for the first time, don't judge them by their station in life, 'cause who knows, that person just might end up being your best friend.


this blog is to remind myself of change.. in the good ways and bad.. and to keep going and to do nothing but look back in fond memory and smile...


Saturday, February 27, 2010

Everyone around me makes me feel crazy
and the one's from far away make me feel sane
I highly dislike children.. but these kids ads made me pretty happy.. thank you..
Ben sherman & Chloe






I don't want to try and be pretty anymore. I don't want to care about it. I just want to be who I am. And If that make's me happier than being with a man so be it.



Don't question why I posted this..
if you have an blood in your body
you'd know its
because how amazing it looks

Here's to young Johnny Depp in black & white







Friday, February 26, 2010































note to self: The best men for me are the laid back one's ( not boring) but very easy going. I enjoy guy's that are fun.. and by fun I mean fun.. trouble & wild are another story. Is it possible at all.. to have a man.. who is some what quite..but wild.. but in a wild I'll give you an amazing night filled with nerdy adventures and great great great --------- afterwards... building forts.. thats what im suggesting :}
I went to the library the other day and the first thing I did was walk into the children's section.. I find childrens books to be some of the best ever written.. I guess because if you re-read them you rejoin where you left off as a child.. and to me thats never a waste. Here are some I loved as a kid.








The simplest way in the world to look sexy.. is a white tee and jeans.. that simple. it's classic. There are at least a hundred different ways to go about it.. and it always.. always looks good.



















this guy who kisses you and say's he likes to spend time with you.. is stil not over that one girl he met 2 summers ago that spent the day with him.. and that girl is secretly fucking his best friend while their away at college.. and all along while he holds you and tell's you how special you really are all you can think about is the boy that looked across at you today in the library.. with the ripped jeans and great boots.. you look at him and tell him "baby youre the only one".. and he say's "ah thats so sweet" and then reaches down to the table to pick up his phone to get a text from his little sisters friend saying "I'm coming over again tonight"..... What's love again?

What the heck is going on in hollywood these days?