I don't claim any of these pictures.. there the scrapbooks and feelings of the time they passed in and out of my life.. feel free to share them.

I'd like to tell today's youth that no matter where life takes you, big cities, small towns, you'll inevitably come across small minded People who think they're better than you. People who think that material things, or being pretty or popular, automatically make you a worthwhile human being. I'd like to tell today's youth that none of these things matter. Unless you have a strength of character, intergtity, ... and if you're lucky enough to have any of these things, don't ever sell out. Don't ever sell out. So when you meet a person for the first time, don't judge them by their station in life, 'cause who knows, that person just might end up being your best friend.


this blog is to remind myself of change.. in the good ways and bad.. and to keep going and to do nothing but look back in fond memory and smile...


Monday, July 19, 2010



Stayed in last night to watch Ghost World.. I love this movie still
no matter how much I want to slap these girls sometimes


































`CONCERT WEAR FOR SUMMER OF 2010

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Don't go for second best baby
Put your love to the test
You know, you know, you've got to
Make him express how he feels
And maybe then you'll know your love is real

You don't need diamond rings
Or eighteen karat gold
Fancy cars that go very fast
You know they never last, no, no
What you need is a big strong hand
To lift you to your higher ground
Make you feel like a queen on a throne
Make him love you till you can't come down
(You'll never come down)



Long stem roses are the way to your heart
But he needs to start with your head
Satin sheets are very romantic
What happens when you're not in bed
You deserve the best in life
So if the time isn't right then move on
Second best is never enough
You'll do much better baby on your own




Express yourself
(You've got to make him)
Express himself
Hey, hey, hey, hey
So if you want it right now, make him show you how
Express what he's got, oh baby ready or not



And when you're gone he might regret it
Think about the love he once had
Try to carry on, but he just won't get it
He'll be back on his knees

To express himself
(You've got to make him)
Express himself
Hey hey

What you need is a big strong hand
To lift you to your higher ground
Make you feel like a queen on a throne
Make him love you till you can't come down
(You'll never come down)

[intermediate]

So please

[chorus]

Express yourself
(You've got to make him)
Express himself
Hey, hey, hey, hey
So if you want it right now, make him show you how
Express what he's got, oh baby ready or not
Express yourself
(You've got to make him)
So you can respect yourself
Hey, hey
So if you want it right now, then make him show you how
Express what he's got, oh baby ready or not
Madonna Express Yourself

Friday, July 16, 2010






jeez.. this is adorable
when did my friends start doing cocaine?
when did my friends start talking about suicide?
like it was the flavor of the week, and all I can do is sit back..
and count the lines on your face.

if you move to the city, i hear your worries disappear.
drown your sorrows, lie a little bit.. becky get me another beer.
live on the hill, you hit big time.. glamorous food stamps
wine wine wine

i hear no one loves anymore, its the new black
and all you gotta do is tell them, hunny i'll be right back
were all kinda running, were all kinda scared
but if you sell yourself short, no one will really care

jeans with holes in them, souls with jeans in them
wake up on couches screaming
we complain about our parents
we complain about our country
yet were spending all our dollars
on 4gs of memory

we grew up in the 80's and 90's
we cant even speak a sentence face to face
space bar space
its slowly killing me






..I hate months where I can't look myself in the eye.

Sunday, July 11, 2010







RIP.. VOYAGE













So sometimes I find pictures like these..
that make me blush
check out
http://yuckytuna.tumblr.com


oh.. and this guy know's what he's doing