I don't claim any of these pictures.. there the scrapbooks and feelings of the time they passed in and out of my life.. feel free to share them.

I'd like to tell today's youth that no matter where life takes you, big cities, small towns, you'll inevitably come across small minded People who think they're better than you. People who think that material things, or being pretty or popular, automatically make you a worthwhile human being. I'd like to tell today's youth that none of these things matter. Unless you have a strength of character, intergtity, ... and if you're lucky enough to have any of these things, don't ever sell out. Don't ever sell out. So when you meet a person for the first time, don't judge them by their station in life, 'cause who knows, that person just might end up being your best friend.


this blog is to remind myself of change.. in the good ways and bad.. and to keep going and to do nothing but look back in fond memory and smile...


Tuesday, March 30, 2010








I love my friends.. I love that no matter what I do.. and no matter how dumb I am, they love
me just as much as I love them.. I don't think I will ever forget the people I spent my 20's with..
This is the most epic time in anyone's life. And to share it with the people I do.. I wouldnt trade them in for the world. I love you guys.


For the kids in Washington








Laura Laine.. your artwork is brillant, and will always inspire me

When did I become the other girl? When did I choose to take second place, and sit on the sidelines and watch everyone win? Who am I becoming? And why am I suddenly losing track of who I am? I've never questioned my identity.. or what make's me happy.. This is going to stop right now.. no one is important enough to change how hard I've worked to build this woman that stands before everyone.. I need to start loving myself more.. now.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

"If you really wanted to mess me up, you should have got to me earlier."




Here's to hott power couples.. cheers..
Now I have to get me one








He's super preppy.. but I dig this new hollywood actor
Lukes Grimes welcome to my crush crush stamp





to this day one of the best music videos ever..

Maybe we were just a built up idea in my head. I'm sure I've had plently of those.
I always choke when things are going too well. I have this guilt about me that feels
that I need to not be too too happy in this life time. That this is just some big test for me.
But I'm realizing the way my mind thinks.. attracts whats actually going to happen. Positive and
negative thinking controls your life.. and to me..thats the scariest thought of them all.
What if, we control everything.. more than we already do?

add to the list of movies I want to see

Streetwise is a documentary film from 1984, by director Martin Bell. It deals with homeless teenagers in Seattle part 1 (you can watch the rest of the movie on Youtube).


















If someone was to play the role of my life.. it would be daisy lowe
she's a model for marc jacobs and has walked for
alexander wang.. she's a fiesty brunette
who loves white scotty dogs and red head boys..
she's brillant and by far one my new favorites








Can she be anymore fucking inspiring..??!!!